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Senin, 21 November 2011

KETOS SMA Negeri 8 Tangerang

hey guys , lo pada tau ga siapa ketua osis di SMA Negeri 8 Tangerang ini?

karena gue baik hati serta idak sombong gue kasih cluenya aja, dan namanya untuk sementara di sensor. well, dia adalah murid SMAN 8 tangerang. sekarang sih kelas 11, tepatnya di SEPADA~ Sebelas Ipa 2. okey, dia absen 1 dengan nama Aldo Alkautsar. untuk detail fisiknya lo bisa lihat sendiri, CEKIDOT !

lo pada pasti bakalan tau yang mana orangnya, secara gue udah ngebuletin tuh orangnya. heheh.
oya, abang ini punya misi loh. misinya itu membasmi :
  • KUMAN
  • KUDIS
  • KUTIL 
ha? lo pada tau ga maksud dari visi ketos sekarang? cari tau dulu yaaaa. 

SEMANGKA BUAT KAKAK KETOS!

yes, MISI SMA Negeri 8 tangerang hampir ~~

guys, misi SMA Negeri 8 Tangerang hampir tercapai. lo tau apa misi yang hampir tercapai itu? 
weel well, SMAN 8 Tangerang bentar lagi bakal menduduki peringkat Pertama di search engine google saat lo ngetik SMAN 8 tangerang. onle SMAN 8


gue ga boong, dan ini buktinya


















bener kan gue ga boong. well, semangat para-para pejuang pelajar di SMAN 8 Tangerang untuk menjadi nomer 1

Study Tour SMAN 8 Tangerang

guys, kali ini gue mau bahas sedikit tentang acara study tour SMA Negeri 8 Tangerang  waktu gue kelas 10. well, study tour kemarin sih ke bandung. dan ke beberapa tempat, diantaranya :
ke beberapa tempat yaitu :
  •  Puspa Iptek
  •  Museum Geologi
  • Cihampelas (disini nih shopping time looh )
  • Sari Ater (tempat bermain)

lo tau? selama study tour GUE! bukan cuma gue sih, dikasih tugas dimana tugas itu menjawab pertanyaan. dan soal itu ESSAY. yang rencananya gue mau happyhappy bareng temen gue. tapi itu hancur dan pupus gara-gara gue dan yang musti kelarin dulu tugas study tour ini.

sewaktu di cihampelas itu hujan. dan juga tempat bermain disana udah banyak yang tutup. jadiyaaaa, gue dan temen-temen gue cuma jalan-jalan sambil mengabadikan beberapa sesi. heheh.cekidot guys`








Jumat, 18 November 2011

acara Bukber SMAN 8 Tangerang



guys, pas bulan ramadhan tahun lalu  dan juga bulan lalu SMA Negeri 8 ngadain acara buka bersama looh. dan disini gue bakal ngasih tahu foto-foto acara buka bersama untuk kelas X. 2 dan jugaSEPADA ~ sebelas ipa dua

ini nih pas jaman kelas 10








dan ini pas udah kelas 11










ini nih disela-sela buka puasa kita kita masih sempetin buat ngabadiin acara ini. heheh





kompak kan kelas gue. dan ini foto gue baren Vina dan Manda. they cool guys!

dan ini nih dimana kelas gue nyempetin buat foto keluarga SEPADA ~

delta.. Semangat !!


hei guys, sebelumnya SMAN 8 Tangerang ini tuh pernah ke Malaysia sama S'pore buat studi banding gitu deeeh (yaa School Sister), katanya sih buat ngejalanin salah satu syarat supaya RSBInya ngga di cabut. dan bulan lalu kita udah ngejalanin persyaratan tersebut. hasilnya bagus kok (kata anak-anak yang ikut sih begitu) *dancing ala dora 'berhasil'* . dan katanya murid-murid Malaysia bakalan balik ngunjungin delta. mudah-mudahan yaaah. kan sesuatu banget jadinya :")) haaha. 


SMAN 8 Tangerang ini not too bad kok. disini sekolah punya 18 kelas, Lab ICT, lab bahasa, Perpustakaan, Art room, canteen, dan ruangan lainnya. oh ya delta ini juga punya masjid unyu loh. walupun kecil tapi selalu penuh jamaah loooh. insya Allah anak-anak di sekolah ini tetap pada jalan yang lurus kok. sekarang sekolah ini lagi ngebuat gedung baru yang katanya bakalan ada tempat dimana ada auditorium kedap suara yang bisa jadi tempat seminar yang bisa memuat 200 orang, dan katanya juga bakalan di buat ruangan yang khusus olahraga (GYM). waaah banget kaaan. jadi muridnya bisa olahraga biar tetep sehat. 

hehehe guys, sekolah ini juga terkenal sama disiplinnya yang ketat dan tugasnya yang sangat teramat berat looooh. jadi kalau ada yang telat bakalan dikasih hukuman buat ngafalin vocabularies. tapi vocab ini bukan sembarang vocab biasaaa, kita disuruh buka kamus 'OXFORD' dan ngafalin beberapa vocab yang ada di kamus tersebut. yaaaa ngga seberapa kan hukumannya? emang sih, tapi seberapanya hukuman itu bakalan terasa pas menghadap guru yang ngetest vocab lo. eeemmm, guru ini terkenal killernya looooh. nama sih Mr. *Sensor*. beh, uji nyali bro! tapi di balik label 'kekillerannya' dia sebenernya baik kok(?).

oiya, kan tadi udah gue bilang kan kalau sekolah ini juga terkenal sama tugasnya yang sangat teramat berat looooh. jadi waktu liburan atau istirahat kita bakal di ganggu abis sama tugas ataupun hal-hal yang sejenisnya. waw banget kan :0. dulu sih awalnya sekolah ini masuk dari jam 6.45 sampai 2.45, dimana dari hari senin sampai sabtu masuk -_- dan istirahatnya cuma 2 kali. yang pertama buat makan atau sekedar jajan di kantin dan yang kedua buat shalat dzuhur. tapi sekarang udah engga kayak gitu lagi doooong. 

akibat adanya usulan dari banyak murid, osis udah bertindak. sekarang sekolah ini emang masuk dari hari senin sampai sabtu. tapi untuk pulangnya di cepetin sampai jam 2 aja. terus hari sabtunya cuma sampai jam 10, dan sisanya sampai jam 12 dipakai buat ekskul. emang masih berat sih. tapi jalanin ajaaa. di buat seru guys! 

Bro ~ gue juga sekolah disini loooh. di SMAN 8 Tangerang tepatnya sih kelas XI IPA 2 yang mana julukan kelas ini ~ SEPADA ~ sebelas ipa dua. hahah. kelas ini tuh yaaah begitu, begitu gilaaa ~ apalagi gue punya temen yang nama *sensor* beeeh gilanya super dah. hahah *-_-v ya vin.*. kelas ini tuh menampung anak-anak yang rada-rada deh. tapi di balik itu semuanya punya cita-cita yang tinggi looh. (walaupun belumtahu bakalan jadi apa )? yaa di buat enjoy sama seru aja! fun guys! jangan sia-siain masa remaja lo haha. ~GO DELTA GO!~

go delta gooo!!



hey, udah pada tau belum apa itu maksud dari DELTA? DELTA sendiri adalah singkatan dari Delapan Tangerang, yang mana maksudnya sekolah SMAN 8 Tangerang. . heello tangerang loh not jakarta!.Dan lengkapnya sih sekolah ini beralamat di Jl. Besi Raya Perumnas, Tangerang, Indonesia. dengan kode posnya: 15139. oiya, sekolah ini punya alamat web sendiri loh. mau tau? karena gue baik, gue kasih deh (?) . dan ini lambangnya delta yang sekarang {sebernernya lambang yang dulu lebih bagus :(} ini foto lambang yang lama



disini nih sekolah gue berencana buat nunjukkin bahwa sma negeri 8 Tangerang itu ada dan prestasinya juga bagus. nah biar sekolah gue ini terkenal, guru ICT gue yang namanya Bu Dina Firtria Murad
ngasih tugas semua murid angkatan kelas 11 buat ngebuat blog yang harus ada isi tentang "cerita SMAN 8 TANGERANG -DELTA" yah mau ngga mau gue ngebuat deh. heheh. *peacelopandkeepgahulyabu :))* ayoo promote deltaaaaaaa. 

 hahaha sekolah ini baru berdiri 9 tahun looooh. yah, walaupun emang sekolah ini baru, tapi udah bisa nunjukkin diri sebagai sekolah yang berkualitas. bayangin aja deh, padahal baru 9 tahun tapi udah bisa jadi rintisan sekolah berstandar Internasional (RSBI) dan berencana untuk melangkah lebih maju lagi menjadi Sekolah Berstandar Internasional (SBI). kereen kaan? 

sekolah ini juga udah nunjukkin dirinya dengan merebut beberapa kejuaraan baik di akademik maupun non akademik. jadi setiap minggu selesai upacara senin itu, ada pengumuman tentang kejuaraan lomba yang diikutin sama anak delta. hasil pengumumannya memuaskan semuanya kok. the best laaah . hwuating semua peserta dan calon peserta! 

some task at SMAN 8 Tangerang

hei, duluuuu banget pas kelas 1 SMA gue dpt tugas dari guru bahasa inggris gue yang namanya Mr. Fuad. oiya, tugasnya itu disuruh meragain tentang procedure, story telling dan mewancarai 5 guru dan juga 10 foraigners dalam bahasa inggris. heeem, sebenernya tuganya ga begitu sulit kok guys, yang sulitnya itu ngejar ttd mr. fuad buat approval topik yang bakal diwawancarai. bah dewaaaa banget loh. kita bakal di tanya 1-1 apa maksud topiknya. kalau ada kesalahan sedikiiiiiiiit aja, disuruh ngulang -_-

oh iya ini ada beberapa foto yang menjadi bukti gue pernah menginterview bule untuk memenuhi salah satu tugas dari mata pelajaran english
pertama kali tuh gue nyari bulenya ya disekitar rumah gue dulu, yaks foto diatas gue bersama mr. Karel. eh dan ternyata dia juga seorang guru bahasa inggris di sekolah swasta. makanya dia mau ngebantuin tugas gue untuk interview. he said "i've students too. and i gave em many tasks. why i can't help you?" amazing banget loooh heheh 


dan untuk yang disebelah ini namanya Mrs. Anya. dia baik banget loh sumpah. padahal dia lagi ngejar waktu untuk ke bandara tapi dia masih sempet mau di interview. :))






nah yang ini namanya MR. Harry. not harry potter okay. he's from Harvard university guys. cool rite? actually when i took interview with him, his pronouncation is veryyy amazing. many pronoun that i learn from him. great experience


dan untuk tugas ini pertama kalinya gue naik bisa dan kereta ekonomi tanpa keluarga bro mamen, lo bayangin demi tugas ini gue sama vina, manda haryo jauh-jauh ke jakarta dan lebih tepatnya ke jalan jaksa ke tempat Bule nongkrong. dan disana emang banyak bule yang nolak juga ada bule gokil juga looh. that's why i said this is reallyreally a big unforgetable moment!


actually there's many foraigner that i still have. but i'll tell u later.i just give u the combination picture. let's see

KIR in SMAN 8 Tangerang

guys, gue pengen berbagi pengalaman aja nih. duluu banget. dulu tuh gue ikut ekskul KIR . akan tetapi ~~ karena sesuatu yang bgt gue ga masuk lagi ke ekskul itu.nah gue pengen share ttg kegiatan KIR dulu sebelum gue out dari sana :)

oke, dulu KIR pernah ikut seminar tentang Bahan BakarAir. dimana waktu itu guedapet dispen buat ikut seminar di univ trisakti jakarta. heheh asik loh bolos pelajaran itu

ini guru yang ikut seminar untuk bahan bakar air. yang di sebelah kanan namanya bu tanti, dan di sebelah kiri namanya bu pur. mereka guru yang asikasik loh guys
kakak-kakak yang moderator ini asisten dosen looh, dan ternyata dia alumni SMAN 8 Tangerang. hihihi

dan ini namanya bapak futung mustari

ini dia nih suasana seminarnya. acara seminar ini terdiri dari anak SMAN 1 tangerang, SMAN 7 tangerang, islamic village, dan SMAN 2 tangerang (tapi sekolah ini ga bisa hadir murid-muridnya). gokil-gokil loh murid-murid disini. hahah

oh iya, ini pas udah selesai acara seminar ada foto bersama



Struktur organisasi SMA Negeri 8 Tangerang


Sabtu, 05 November 2011

VISI MISI SMAN 8 TANGERANG

guys, mau share dikit nih tentang visi dan misinya SMA Negeri 8 Tangerang. hehe. let's cekidot --->

1.      Visi Sekolah

Perkembangan dan tantangan masa depan seperti: perkembangan ilmu pengetahuan dan teknologi, globalisasi yang sangat cepat, era informasi, dan berubahnya kesadaran masyarakat dan orang tua terhadap pendidikan memicu sekolah untuk merespon tantangan sekaligus peluang itu. SMA Negeri  8 Tangerang memiliki citra moral yang menggambarkan profil sekolah yang diinginkan di masa datang yang diwujudkan dalam Visi sekolah berikut:              “Mewujudkan pelayanan pendidikan paripurna dalam menyiapkan generasi unggul, religius dan mandiri.”

  Visi merupakan sebuah cita-cita atau harapan di masa yang akan datang. Untuk mempermudah mengukur ketercapaian visi sekolah tersebut, maka perlu dirumuskan indikator visi, yakni:

a.       Terciptanya ”budaya melayani” yang maksimal antara guru terhadap siswa, kepala sekolah terhadap
         guru, staf tata laksana terhadap kelancaran administrasi;
b.      Output dan outcome lulusan mampu bersaing dan kompetitif dengan sekolah lain baik lulusan dalam
          negeri maupun luar negeri;
c.       Mampu bersaing dan menguasai berbagai perlombaan baik akademis maupun non akademis ditingkat
         regional, nasional maupun internasional;
d.      Mampu menguasai dan mangamalkan nilai-nilai luhur Agama dalam kehidupan sehari-hari;
e.       Menguasai konsep dan mengaplikasikan disiplin ilmunya, berjiwa enterpreunership dan mandiri.


2.      Misi Sekolah
a.       Melaksanakan pembelajaran dan bimbingan secara efektif sehingga siswa dapat berkembang dengan
          optimal sesuai bakat, minat dan potensinya;
b.       Menumbuhkan sikap tangungjawab dan disiplin pada seluruh civitas akademika sekolah;
c.       Membentuk peserta didik dengan imtaq dan iptek serta modalitas kecakapan hidup (life skill) agar
          mampu mandiri serta memiliki daya serap tinggi di perguruan tinggi negeri;
d.       Membentuk peserta didik yang berbudi pekerti tinggi, hormat pada orangtua, guru dan masyarakat;
e.       Menjunjung tinggi azas transparansi, akuntabilitas, berkeadilan dan kemandirian dalam pengelolaan
           anggaran pendidikan menuju konsep manajemen peningkatan mutu berbasis sekolah.

SMA 8 TAngerang

well, this is the history of senior high school 8 Tangerang


SMA Negeri 8 Tangerang berdiri sejak tahun 2003 silam ketika itu dipimpin oleh Kepala Sekolah Bpk Drs. Empik Sukmadadi, pada tahun pelajaran pertama jumlah siswa 6 rombel dengan jumlah siswa 240 orang, dari jumlah pendaftar sebanyak 570 calon peserta didik. Pada tahun 2005 terjadi pergantian pimpinan, SMA Negeri 8 Tangerang dipimpin oleh Bpk Tatang Sutardy, M.Pd. kondisi sekolah secara fisik sudah dilengkapi oleh sarana prasarana, peserta didik berjumlah 18 rombel, jumlah keseluruhan peserta didik 720 orang, terdiri dari kelas X 240, kelas XI 240, kelas XII 240. Pada tahun 2006 kembali terjadi pergantian pimpinan SMA Negeri 8 Tangerang dipimpin oleh Bpk. H. Hikmat, S.Pd., MM hingga sekarang. 

Pada Tahun pelajaran 2006/2007 SMA Negeri 8 Tangerang dipercaya untuk menjalankan kurikulum program R-SMA-BI hingga sekarang. Sejak berdiri SMA Negeri 8 Tangerang selalu mengukir prestasi sekolah baik dibidang akademik maupun bidang ekstra kurikuler, seperti setiap tahun siswa teladan tingkat kota selalu dari SMA Negeri 8 Tangerang, kejuaraan science, MIPA dst. Adapun dibidang ekskul prestasi olah raga sampai ditingkat internasional, termasuk dibidang kesenian. Dewasa ini segenap jajaran pimpinan, dewan guru dan staf sedang giat-giatnya merpersiapkan ISO 9001:2008 dan R-SMA-BI Negeri 8 menuju SBI (Sekolah Bertaraf Internasional)

sumber : www.sman8tangerang.sch.id




a little bit of SMAN 8 TANGERANG ~ Delta

            

           yeah. this is the first time i posting my blog about delta. well, delta is a school of SMA NEGERI 8 TANGERANG. it's founded at JL. Besi Raya, Perumnas III, Tangerang. Indonesia. it's up in 2003

Jumat, 28 Oktober 2011

music ~ lalalala~ part 4


taylor swift's song :DDD



Back To December

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/back-to-december-lyrics.html ]

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time





Mean

You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I'm wounded
You, pickin' on the weaker man

Well, you can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don't already see them
I'll walk with my head down trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I'll bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now 'cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion but nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing

But all you are is mean
All you are is mean and a liar and pathetic and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?





Am I Ready For Love

Sometimes I wonder
How its gonna feel
Will my first love be true and real
Will I be ready when
My heart starts to fall
What will I do when my love comes to call

And my daddy tells me
That I light up his world
Everyday he says "Darlin,
You're my best girl"
He tried to teach me
From the very start
The meaning of love
So nobody breaks my heart

Will my love come in a bowl of fire?
Will it be filled with hope and desire?
Will my love come in the pourin' rain?
Am I ready for the joy?
Am I ready for the pain?
Am I ready for the boy?
Am I ready for love?
For love

I know I'm not a little
Girl anymore
Cuz I'm feeling things
I've never felt before
Sweet sensations
And anticipations
Calling commotion
To my emotions

And I hear the words
My daddy says to me
He said "be true to yourself

And keep your spirit free
And love will find you

One way or another
Be good to yourself
And be good to each other"
Will my love come in a bowl of fire?
Will it be filled with hope and desire?
Will my love come in the pourin' rain?
Am I ready for the joy?
Am I ready for the pain?
Am I ready for the joy?
Am I ready for the pain?
Am I ready for love?

Its a run around the world
And its moving so fast
Though I wanna find
A love thats gonna last
A love so strong
That it can withstand
The weight of the world
In the palm of its hand

Will my love come in a bowl of fire?
Will it be filled with hope and desire?
Will my love come in the pourin' rain?
Am I ready for the joy?
Am I ready for the pain?
Am I ready for the joy?
Am I ready for the pain?
Am I ready for this game?
Am I ready for the kiss?
Am i ready for the stars?
Am I ready for the bliss?
Am I ready for love?






Baby Don't Break My Heart Slow

I like the way you want me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken do you mean
Do you mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever

(Chorus)
But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you'd sing to me
Every time things got rocky


I was believing in you
Was I mistaken do you say
Do you say what you mean

When you say our love could last forever

(Chorus)
Cause I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

(Bridge)
You would run around and lead me on forever
While I stay at home still thinking we're together
I wanted our love to last forever

(Chorus)
But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
Baby don't you break my heart slow







Diary Of Me

I’m a laid back
T-shirt, blue jean, mood ring
Kinda girl
Hey yeah what’s the word on you
Lay low I’m a mission rebel
Angel devil
little left of the middle
Sometimes I get temper mental

But here I am an open book
Turn the page it’s all the rage
Get a look on the inside
Oh what you get is what you see
Baby you hold the key
To the diary of me

I’m poetry, complicated
Simply stated
Hey yeah baby how about you
I was born free
I’m a cell phone hippie
Are you with me?
When I mess up I don’t get up
I just get down yeah

But here I am an open book
Turn the page it’s all the rage
Get a look on the inside

Oh what you get is what you see
Baby you hold the key
To the diary of me

It’s raining on Sunday
There’s nothing on TV
Yesterday was lonely
You’re the only one who gets me
My mind is like an island
Drifting through the ocean
I can’t stop thinking about you
I bet you’re thinking of me too

Well here I am an open book
Turn the page it’s all the rage
Get a look on the inside
Oh what you get is what you see
Baby you hold the key
To the diary of me
Yeah here I am an open book
Turn the page it’s all the rage
Get a look on the inside
Oh what you get is what you see
Baby you hold the key
To the diary of me





Fifteen

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends


'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors






For You

It would’ve been nice to see you coming
That would’ve ruined the surprise
It would’ve been nice to have a picture perfect world
But then the truth would hurt my eyes
It would’ve been good for you to be there
And every time you always would
Everything seems to have a picture perfect time
And nothing seems to be a blur

It’s hard to see a picture drop before it hits the ground
It’s nice to know your here and your helping me down
But you were always there when I needed
You would always see me clearly
And you were never looking for a thing
You I’m saying one for you

Would’ve been cool to never fall down
But then I never would’ve seen
The powers with the picture perfect person
You told better things to come from in between


It’s hard to see a picture drop before it hits the ground
It’s nice to know your here and your helping me down
But you were always there when I needed
You would always see me clearly
And you were never looking for a thing
You I’m saying one, saying one, saying one for you

You, you

It would’ve been nice to see you coming
That would’ve ruined the surprise
It would’ve been nice to have a picture perfect world
But then the truth would hurt my eyes

But you were always there when I needed
You would always see me clearly
And you were never looking for a thing
You I’m saying one for you
I’m saying one for you
I’m saying one for you






Fall Into Me

You say you've turned it off
Hid your heart up on a shelf
Scared of what it might cost
To take it off for someone else
'Cause lovin him you lost
Too much of yourself
Baby can't you see that he's not me and...

I need you to know you can fall into me
That my arms are wide open
And will always be
Right here waiting, staying strong
Come and fall into me

I'll follow any road anywhere to get to you
I'll open up my soul
If that's what you need me to do
But now baby it's your move

All you've got to do

Is believe in love, just believe in us now...

I need you to know you can fall into me
That my arms are wide open
And will always be
Right here waiting, staying strong
Come and fall into me

Just believe in love
Just believe in us
Baby...

I need you to know you can fall into me
That my arms are wide open
And will always be
Right here waiting, staying strong
Come and fall into me

Come and fall into me
Baby fall into me





Look At You Like That

There you are
Standing there like you don’t know what to say
I know that face

Here I am
Bracing myself for what I know is coming my way
What a waste

All of that time
I thought you were mine
Was I just kidding myself
Letting it go
And loving you so
Don’t you dare tell me not to look at you like that

I’m gonna look at you like that
I’m gonna hang my head and turn my back
To your sneak attack
If it's the last thing that I do
I’m gonna make this hard on you while I
Look at you like that

Don’t you say
That we can still be friends
It doesn’t work that way
The end is the end

And don’t you dare think
That I pack up all my tears and take them home
And cry now when I’m alone

Do it right here
Crying right now
Baby you can watch me crumble down

That’s for breaking my heart
So baby don’t start
Thinking you can ask me not to look at you like that

I’m gonna look at you like that
I’m gonna hang my head and turn my back
To your sneak attack
If it's the last thing that I do
I’m gonna make this hard on you while I
Look at you like that


Don’t you tell me to be strong
Make it harder than it has to be
After you broke up
Do remember what you done to me

I’m gonna look at you like that
I’m gonna hang my head and turn my back
To your sneak attack
If it's the last thing that I do
After what you put me through
I’m gonna have to let you know
Too much to ever let you go

I won’t let go

Gonna look at you like that
Look at you
Look at you
Look at you
Like that





Our Song

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart

I look around, turn the radio down
He says, ?Baby is something wrong??
I say, ?Nothing I was just thinking
How we don't have a song? and he says

Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'Cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first date man, I didn't kiss her and I should have
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if He could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps
After everything that day
Had gone all wrong or been trampled on
And lost and thrown away

Got to the hallway, well, on my way
To my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said

Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window

When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'Cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first date man, I didn't kiss her and I should have
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if He could play it again

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song

'Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
'Cause it's late and his mama don't know

Our song is the way he laughs
The first date man, I didn't kiss him and I should have
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if He could play it again
Play it again, oh, yeah, oh, oh, yeah

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song





Need You Now

I need you now
Red letters that I wrote on the wall
And the message that I left when I called

I need you now
Words I said drowned out by the rain
Waiting there for you but you never came

My world’s a little colder now
But I’m keeping warm somehow

So here you are at my window
Guess nobody told you
I don’t need don’t need you
And I waited so frustrated
Who’s gonna hold you
I don’t need you don’t need you now

I need you now
Words I heard you whisper to me
We were walking down a one-way street

You need me now
That’s what you’ve been telling my friends
That I’ve come too far to go back there again

My heart my mind and number have changed
You might as well forget my name


So here you are at my window
Guess nobody told you
I don’t need you don’t need you
And I waited so frustrated
Who’s gonna hold you
I don’t need you don’t need you now

I need you now
Red letters that I wrote on the wall
And the message that I left when I called

So here you are at my window
Guess nobody told you
I don’t need you don’t need you
And I waited so frustrated
So who’s gonna hold you
I don’t need you now
And I don’t know where you are
I don’t wonder where you are
I don’t dream about you cause I don’t need you now

I don’t dream about the way
That I never heard you say
“I need you I need you”
I don’t need you now

Don’t need you
Don’t need you now





The Way I Loved You

He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better

He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says, you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing, and I'm comfortable

But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name

You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He can't see the smile I'm fakin'
And my heart's not breakin'
'Cause I'm not feelin' anything at all

And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated
Got away by some mistake and now

I'll be screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
It's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

And that's the way I loved you
I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you







The Worst Days With You

She acts like shes 5 years old
since its cold shes got her big coat on
I hear people laugh at her
i look up bored
and she cries and runs
We star throwing stuff at her and she tries to hide
this starts to get old
She hugs her legs
and we put her to sleep
im forced to take her home

And shes stupid to know why the trees change in the fall.
And i know that she is scared
of every little thing and all
She thinks snow whites house very near how dumb
but i know we had the worst day
ever today.

she starts acting like shes 13 and thinks everyone is mean
She starts crying
And i push her away
and cut her with my keys
and she starts to drive and drive until she found a town far enough away
And she sulks and walks and tries to forget all our names

And she know if shes ever going to finish school
And she knows shell never laugh
cause we shrunk and she grew
she dont know how lng itll take to feel okay

but she knows she had the wors day ever today

She had a bullying father
She thought she was getting stronger
Her mom beats up her little brother
inside and out hes more popular than she is
She grew up in an ugly house
and had no space to run
and she had the worst days with me

there was a video i found from back when we were three
she was trying to paint in the kitchen and she was talking to me
it was the age of teasing and bullying and throwing eggs at her window
And her dad was super dumb
and i was the most handsome boy
in the whole wide world

and now she knows why
all the trees change in the fall
and she knows i was never on her side
and always said she was wrong
and she hates me
for giving her the evil eyes
and making her feel like
she could shine
and i dont know if she knew
so im taking this chance to say
that i always have the worst days
when im with you.








One Thing

Wasn’t just like a movie
The rain didn’t soak through my clothes
Down to my skin

Driving away and I
I guess you could say
This is the last time I drive this way again

There was nothing to say and I
Try to grab at the fray cause I
I still love you but I can’t

Bye bye
To everything I thought was on my side
Bye bye baby

I want you back but it’s come down to nothing
And all you have is to walk away
From the one thing I thought would never leave me
Yeah

Picture frame is empty
It’s black and white you’re smiling down at me
I take your photo off the dash

And back to the conversation
We’re so sure of everything
Everything we thought we’d always have

Lost in the sound of there
The here and the now comes in
Seems like I’m becoming
Part of your past

Bye bye
To everything I thought was on my side
Bye bye baby


I want you back but it’s come down to nothing
All you have is to walk away
From the one thing I thought would never leave me

And there’s so much that I can’t touch
You’re all I want but it’s not enough this time
And I can feel you like you’re slipping through my
hands
And I’m so scared of how this ends
Bye bye
To everything I thought was on my side
Bye bye baby

I want you back but it’s come down to nothing
And all you have is to walk away
From the one thing I thought would never leave me

Bye bye
To everything I thought was on my side
Bye bye baby

I want you back but it’s come down to nothing
And all you have is to walk away
From the one thing I thought would never leave me
Yeah
There was one thing
I knew would never leave me

It wasn’t just like a movie
The rain didn’t soak through my clothes
Down to my skin






Breathe

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out

Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry